It’s beautiful the way you say that I’d go crazy if I fell in love with you as if daring me to say “I want to love you.” I hear your unspoken questions and wish to give you the answer that you seek, the true answer “I’ve always loved you and have only recently accepted it.” You have always been worthy of my love, for you have been true and honorable and have waited patiently for this friendship that I’ve sacrificed in past days. There has always existed love between us—you have always been there. I must admit that I almost lost you, but the universe told me to wait patiently and so I did. Now you have returned to me.
So believe in the love that I have to give as it is multidimensional and if one pillar of that love falls, the rest will still stand for you.